So again I find myself – very depressed and suicidal. I’ve now been an inpatient in a general Ward for fifteen weeks. in those fifteen weeks, I’ve overcome hospital-acquired pneumonia. That gave me a 50% chance of survival at its worst and saw my friends and family come to say their goodbyes to me. Obviously, I did survive it, Read more
Feeling so suicidal & low
Contains talk of suicide – please do not read it if in a bad place. I have been trying to write this blog post for days now, but haven’t been able to find the words to formulate how awful I’m feeling right now, I am not sure I have the words even now. The feelings of intense distress and Read more
Depression day
Another depression post from me I am afraid. Rough day today and a rough night last night from the 1.1 carers supposed to be caring for me. Once again the 1.1 last night upset me. I was in bed but in pain so asked to get back into my wheelchair. After loads of huffing and puffing and general body Read more