So again I find myself – very depressed and suicidal. I’ve now been an inpatient in a general Ward for fifteen weeks. in those fifteen weeks, I’ve overcome hospital-acquired pneumonia. That gave me a 50% chance of survival at its worst and saw my friends and family come to say their goodbyes to me. Obviously, I did survive it, Read more
A christmas message from myself
Thank you to you all from me So it’s that time of year again. You either love or hate Christmas. To me it just heightens how alone and lonely I feel all year around. However at Christmas it’s harder to ignore those feelings. They say the rate of Suicide and divorce raise dramatically over the Christmas and new Year Read more
Feeling so suicidal & low
Contains talk of suicide – please do not read it if in a bad place. I have been trying to write this blog post for days now, but haven’t been able to find the words to formulate how awful I’m feeling right now, I am not sure I have the words even now. The feelings of intense distress and Read more