Contains talk of suicide – please do not read it if in a bad place. I have been trying to write this blog post for days now, but haven’t been able to find the words to formulate how awful I’m feeling right now, I am not sure I have the words even now. The feelings Read more
And tonight care got worse
I have decided to blog about tonight’s care, even though my nice 1.1 carer is back in the morning, It’s a good emotional outlet for me. I really need that having no friends nearby who can physically come and see me, It’s also a written record of what I am dealing with from the 1.1 Read more
Depression day
Another depression post from me I am afraid. Rough day today and a rough night last night from the 1.1 carers supposed to be caring for me. Once again the 1.1 last night upset me. I was in bed but in pain so asked to get back into my wheelchair. After loads of huffing and Read more